Assalammualaikum and Hi everyone!

Semoga terhibur with this new entry okay :)

I've apparently been the victim of growing up, which apparently happens to all of us at one point or another. It's been going on for quite some time now, without me knowing it. I've found that growing up can mean a lot of things. For me, it doesn't mean I should become somebody completely new and stop loving the things I used to love. It means I've just added more things to my list. Like for example, I'm still beyond obsessed with the season and I still start putting up strings if lights in September. I still love sparkles and grocery shopping and really old cats that are only nice to you half the time. I still love writing in my journal and wearing dresses all the time and staring at chandeliers. But some new things i've fallen in love with mismatched everything. Mismatched chairs, mismatched colours, mismatched personalities. I love spraying perfumes I used to wear when I was at high school, trying to get noticed and trying to figure out how to avoid doing or saying anything uncool, and wishing every minute of every day that one day maybe i'd get a chance to win everything that I want. Or something crazy and out of reach like that. I love old buildings with the paint chipping off the walls and my dad's stories about college. I love the freedom of living alone, but I also love things that make me feel seven again. Back then naivety was the norm and skepticism was a foreign language, and I just think every once in a while you need fries and a chocolate milkshake and your mom. I love picking up a cookbook and closing my eyes and opening it to a random page, then attempting to make that recipe. I've loved my friends from the very first day, but they've said things and done things recently that make me feel like they're my bestfriend more now than ever before. I'll never go a day without thinking about our memories together in 2012.

This is me. Nothing can change even the years change. I like to be the way I want to be. I'll miss 2012 so much. The only real treasure is in your head. Memories are better than diamonds and nobody can steal them from you.

It's all about memories that I will never forget since I with them.

Friends are the most important part of your life. Treasure the tears, treasure the laughter, but most importantly, treasure the memories.

So let's welcome the New Year!

Welcome 2013! Please be more nice to me. Give me a success in whatever i do! :D